smile like you mean it ;; victorie

[Victorie Weasley]

victorieweasley
call me vickyortori
survived for sixteen years
in love with someone i shouldn't be

[hatred] ;; i am so sick of speaking words that no one understands
[love/hate] ;; is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone?
[intense dislike] ;; i can hear you in a whisper
[dislike] ;; but you can't even hear my screaming
[distaste] ;; where will you go with no one left to save you from yourself?
[irritation] ;; you can't escape the truth
[bitterness] ;; i realize you're afraid
[envy] ;; but you can't reject the whole world
[enemies] ;; you can't escape, you don't want to escape

[family] ;; would you catch me if i fall out of what i fell in?
[inseparable] ;; don't be surprised if i collapse down at your feet again
[close friends] ;; i don't want to run away from this
[friends] ;; i know i just don't need this
[fake ‘friends’] ;; cause i cannot stand still
[party friends] ;; i can be this unsturdy
[past friends] ;; this cannot be happening
[newly found friends] ;; cause i'm waiting for tonight
[acquaintances] ;; been waiting for tomorrow
[strangers] ;; and i'm somewhere in between

[current] ;; in the midst of this nothing, this miss of a life
[flings] ;; still there's this wanting to just see you go by
[friends-with-benefits] ;; it's almost like lovin', sad as that is
[love] ;; may not be cool, but it's so where i live
[crush; mutual] ;; it's like i'm your lover, or more like your ghost
[crush; on *character's name goes here*] ;; i spend the day wonderin' what you do, where you go
[crush; on vicky] ;; i try and just kick it, but what can i do?
[lust] ;; we've all got our junk, and my junk is you
[past; good terms] ;; see us winter-walking after a storm
[past; bad terms] ;; it's chill in the wind, but it's warm in your arms
[past; still feelings] ;; we stop all snow-blind, may not be true



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snap shot ;;
i go by ;; name
been around for ;; age
i think you’re ;; ships
because ;; reason; first person
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lyrics credit to: evanescence, lifehouse, spring awakening