so what the hell am i supposed to do? ;; trevor

[Trevor Baddock]

trevorbaddock
call me trev
survived for seventeen years
heart's taken, i'm not

[hatred] ;; my eyes burn from these tears
[love/hate] ;; you'd think i'd learn over this years
[intense dislike] ;; good things won't last forever
[dislike] ;; so what the hell am i supposed to do?
[distaste] ;; you only wanted the things i couldn't give to you
[irritation] ;; and you had it all anyway
[bitterness] ;; so take back everything
[envy] ;; and leave me scrambling
[enemies] ;; reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

[family] ;; to days of inspiration
[inseparable] ;; playin' hookey, makin' something out of nothing
[close friends] ;; the need to express, to communicate
[friends] ;; to going against the grain, going insane, going mad
[fake ‘friends’] ;; to loving tension, no pension
[party friends] ;; to more than one dimension
[past friends] ;; to starving for attention, hating convention, hating pretension
[newly found friends] ;; not to mention, of course, hating dear old mom and dad
[acquaintances] ;; to riding your bike mid-day past the three-piece-suits
[strangers] ;; to fruits, to no absolutes

[current] ;; but hold your breath
[flings] ;; because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again
[friends-with-benefits] ;; don't make me change my mind
[love] ;; or i won't live to see another day
[crush; mutual] ;; i swear it's true
[crush; on *character's name goes here*] ;; because a girl like you is impossible to find
[crush; on trevor] ;; it's impossible to find
[lust] ;; so breathe in so deep
[past; good terms] ;; i'm yours to keep and hold in your words
[past; bad terms] ;; cause talk is cheep
[past; still feelings] ;; and remember me tonight when you're asleep



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snap shot ;;
i go by ;; name
been around for ;; age
i think you’re ;; ships
because ;; reason; first person
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lyrics credit to: matchbook romance, rent, secondhand serenade